Unfortunately I am not always virtuous.
I remember when I was first sober and my sponsor told me that I needed to pray for patience. Knowing that this man had experience and knowledge that I desperately needed I did not think twice about the suggestion and found myself on my knees …
… of faith, naturally.
This could have been the paragraph where I drop subtle hints about the plans that I am making and the reasons that I am coming to the conclusions about needed changes in my life… but that would be too easy. The truth is that there is still …
I surrender.
For me life is a series of battles between taking an overly focused control of all aspects and surrendering the results. Were the surrender an easy lesson that could be maintained to avoid the other side of the battlefield it is entirely possible I would not be writing a …
I have learned that you can’t sit around and wait for change to happen… you’ve got to start the process from the inside out.
I have been writing a lot about change these days. I crave it like a drug. I am aware to hope for specific changes… and honor the …
All the world’s a stage and all the men and women merely players.
They have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his time plays many parts….
Although I strive throughout the years of awareness (this is what I call my sobriety, considering I was painfully unaware of so many …
Welcome to the new year.
I would have written this a bit sooner… a tip off to the year that began two days ago… but I have been busy collecting thoughts and re-assessing a lot of who I am, what I do and who I intend to be in the new …
I have the time, the space and the ability to change and although I do not hold the key to everything on my path… I can illustrate a desired map….
So how does one draw a map to the future?
The first suggestion would be to use a pencil. Decisions based on …
The world can be a confusing place.
Throughout the years I have learned that some of the most puzzling situations, moments and periods in my life have been the most amazing learning experiences… and that once I am on the other side and I can see them for what they are… …
There is nothing like a mind with a 360 degree availability.
I have always considered myself very open-minded. Those who have known or spent any time with me for any period or phase are aware of the diversity of my upbringing and experiences. I have, much like contemporaries, evolved and sometimes …
Not an easy task when one is their own worst critic.
I heard someone speak the other night who exuded peace and the wisdom of experience. Most of the time I feel I could be that sort of person. God knows I have had loads of experience, many a lesson and …